Prom

honestly speaking, prom wasnt that fun.
the performances were crappy, and the food was not worth that 65 bucks i paid for.
i dont know man, but i didnt really feel the atmosphere last night. as usual , it was all the pictures, pictures and pictures that we took, but i suppose thats about it.
just didnt feel like doing anything yesterday.
we threw bread into the dance floor! cant remember who started it. haha.
ohh. the taxi uncle was super nice. he allowed 5 people in his car, and charged us only 8.80 for the ride to bishan when it was supposed to be 13.20. super good right.
today's sectionals was cancelled. sian . could have stayed over..

having that empty feeling really sucks. its like, i suddenly lost interest in everything, and im doing things out of obligations..
guess all my efforts went down the drain.

Shopping!

went prom shopping with bryan and David yesterday.
bought my pants! and belt.
parents refuse to give me money for prom shopping. so i had to use the 79 bucks i had to shop.
wth. stupid parents.
anw, we walked and walked and walked for 6 hours. at orchad. kept going round and round and returning to g2000. hahaha. got some voucher or something for spending over 100 bucks.
and david la. claim he had $100 in his debit card. so when we bought the pants, he said he forgot to bring the card. DAVID YOU OWE ME $10 (:
still left the shoe and shirt. cant decide!

Vices

Im truly amazed at how people manage to really 'shock' me about things that they do.
wonder what else ill find out .
Sometimes i really wonder if the people that i know are really them or just a mask in front of their face..
Regrets, regrets.
Hopes to patch up my relationships arent in sight yet. hopefully it would be soon..

So far, Os are not really going as well as i thought it would be.
first week was awesome.
second week was screwed up. history and SS gone
physics.big disappointment. it isnt that bad for me, but for people that score A1s for the subjects during prelims, screwing up now is painful.
now im left with MCQs. on one hand, im happy that its only 3 hours over 5 days to freedom. on the other, my chances of doing better are over. there goes the 8 points that i wanted.
and so what if i am in SAJC. i still want to choose the combinations that i can take, and not be stuck somewhere with a shitty combo.so stop trying to stop me from studying people!
just realised holidays are really burned. no time to play com games already, i guess.

EVERY wed and sat- band. -.-
27th nov- playing for wedding.
20smth nov- prom..
30nov-5thdec- band camp.
6th dec - 9th dec-short trip to malaysia.
14th-17 dec- Juniors camp
and the many days planning for camp plus other stuff that may crop up, im left with about 20 days plus to 'holiday', not counting january.

pretty sums up life now.

inferiority complex taking over me ..
why do i feel so insignificant?

2 more days.

No End In Sight

recent events :
Michelle's Birthday Party!
I suggested that everyone attending the party should pool in money and buy a build a bear bear..
and everyone seemed to agree. so i thought it would be fine. and on wed i realised that they wanted me to buy my own present for michelle. -.-
i did luh. (:
took a ride in shawn's car to thomson plaza and met Eekeng there.
went to starbucks to FOLD MINI STARS.. after 2 failed attempts, i gave up. should have seen Eekeng's face when he was folding the stars. Shawn and i gave up too.
had bbq for dinner. thank god kazim did not come. alot of things he couldnt eat.
it was kinda quiet .. because we were from different cliques?
wanyee most of the prawns in the tray. lol.
watched the series of unfortunate events and had cake.
played the I never game and bussed home with victoria and shawn.

Monday.
was supposed to meet keith and wanyee at amk library.
went there at 10.30, and no seats alr. did my work at the bench.
wa keith ultimate pangseh . last minute decided to stay at home. -.-
at least i managed to study for 4 hours..
had tuition.
and yeah. thats about it.

Today.
studied in school with Eeks! shawn and kazim and shara.
didnt do much till afternoon.
environment not condusive! ..
bballed today sucked. kept missing. ):

watching gospel chops soon! bye!

Counting Down

Its kinda frustrating to know that you have 11 days left to Os and what you have is an empty brain with many books untouched.
welcome to my life. trying to do the impossible.
say hello to bigger eyebags and pimples, and goodbye to the many hours of sleep.
anw, didnt really put in my best effort ( although i should) kinda hard when my head was hot.
hope no fever comes my way.
lack of sleep for the past few days..
damn stupid lah. i study for the whole day, come back at 10 plus and have to wait for at least 2 hours to use the com. and my brother would be the one hogging it, watching wizards of waverly place and all those stupid dumb shows. -.-

anw, i may have to work after Os at the sentosa luge i think. not sure yet
and i may be in junior's camp com again. haha. hopefully chris and nic ho would be in too!
the food and log people! (:

alright. ill try to sleep and not think about all the books now. seeya. (:

when i turned ...
where were you?

Last Day Of School

woke up today with (literally) wobbly legs. i think they froze or smth.
anw, went to school for grad ceremony.
had a talk from mr chan. kinda funny . haha. get rid of all your distractors wilson!
then break.. and everyone started spamming photos.
then the graduation ceremony!
and more photos later. go fb to see more (:

whoa. its been 10 years that i have been in KCP. time really flies man.
and looking back, i really have to thank God for placing me where i am. haha.
all those fun times, those boring days,
making new friends, growing distant to people( and regret doing so)
i guess its part and parcel of life.
i know i wont see many peeps when i leave the school,
and its hard to accept the fact that we got to move on, start new relationships ,
adapting to a new culture and so on.
hopefully 10 years down the road, ill see schoolmates again. of course, with the rings on their fingers (:
haha. Shawn had the best day of his life all thanks to MY suggestion for him to take that photo he had been waiting for. way to go Shawn!

It's time to stop sleeping
Morning calls for us to wake up wake up!
It's time to stop and take a chance
Call the boys out to fight, and the girls to dance
wake up ! As the morning just calls again